[Grizabella]

I think I've always been an atheist. I read and was taught Christian stories when I was young, but I can't remember a time when I believed them. They were always just stories to me. Finding Satanism was a bit random. There was a boy in my school who was...actually quite annoying. He would rebel against every possible rule, always stated his opinions in the most rude and arrogant way, and was just in general a jerk. At some point I found out he was a Satanist, and I decided to research it a bit. It just seemed like exactly what I believe in. I don't think I turned to it exactly - being a Satanist is not the most important thing in my life. I think it was just comforting to know that their are other people who have the same values as me.