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Re: Screaming thread. - March 18th 2016, 05:18 AM
Im really missing my ruby......
(Please tell me somebody got that reference)....
im so exhausted, and im tired of waiting for something to happen, for my life to gain meaning. Tired Of being alone practically all of the time, in every way imaginable... how do you not lose your mind? I know that i need patience, to wait for the right time, but how can i? I know im not ready, that i need to trust, but thats so hard.so hard. I just want to feel loved, to be understood, to feel like i can trust and to feel like i have someone who thinks like i do. The closest person to that right now is my dogs.
I just dont want to be alone anymore.
oh god, wheres my ruby?

I know you are looking for a sea that lies beyond your reach
But im hoping my heart can stop you before you reach the beach
I know you have places to go
I know that you want the sea
But im hoping my heart will grow and that you'll
come back to me.....
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