[Skyline]

It's hard. It's so hard for me, and you just can't understand. It kills me inside. It kills me again and again every day, because I see myself, someone who hasn't quite found her feet yet, and then I see you, and you've mastered walking and have grown wings and are ready to launch yourself into a full flight to somewhere I can't reach you. You can't understand how much it pains me to know that you don't like me nearly as much as I like you. We both know it's just a countdown now, and somehow you just seem so okay with it... Like it'll be easy.
I'm stuck in this situation with you and you understand what I'm going through, but I like you too much to leave. I don't know what to do, I don't want to hurt myself. Or you. But it seems that you're hard to hurt, anyway. I guess we'll both have to be selfish now.