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It can be hard to lose friends but since they were toxic, I am glad you don't talk to them anymore. You deserve to be surrounded by positive people instead of unhealthy people. I think it would help if you considered looking into joining after school clubs or activities, and maybe volunteering in your community so you can meet people with similar interests. If you're able to work, you can consider applying for different jobs. It will keep you busy and if you work with the public you'll have some social interaction and you might end up befriending some of your co-workers. It'll also give you some extra spending money.

I see you're new to TeenHelp, and this is a great place to make friends. I know having friends online is different than in person, but it's nice to have friends online. I've met a lot of amazing people here. You can make friends here by using the Chat Room, posting to the forums, posting Visitor Messages, or sending Private Messages to people.

Are you close to anyone in your family? I think you'd benefit from surrounding yourself with your family so you don't feel as lonely. Sometimes something as simple as a family member's presence can do a world of good.