Re: Screaming thread. -
January 29th 2016, 01:42 AM
I've decided to just wait until I start at the new place to take care of that and hopefully they can take care of it instead of me having to go back to him just to sign a form.
Now just to start working out exactly what and how much I'm going to tell him. I know I'm seriously overthinking this, but these always torture me later, stupid anxiety.
Okay, so my record for feeling good or okay is 36 hours and I'm slipping again. Hopefully I don't bottom out this time.
Am I seriously considering a PhD. right now?! (again) and I know I have no chance and I know this disorder could cause the same problem, I know there's probably no jobs and I know I'm a rare and unusual kind of insane for this. And yet, here we are. I think if I don't at least ask, I'll regret it.
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Last edited by Kate*; January 31st 2016 at 12:30 AM.
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