[Gwynbleidd]

I saw you sitting over there all by yourself. Just staring at me lonesomely. I don't know why I didn't smile. Don't know why I didn't go over and say hey or anything. You got up and went somewhere. I assumed back to the room with everyone's stuff. I waited a bit thinking wondering if you went to the bathroom or if you were coming back. I then went there to see if you were still here and look as if I was casually checking my bag or phone for stuff. You weren't there. I don't think your stuff was there. I was debating whether or not to go out to the lobby but I figured they wouldn't let me back in to the meet even though I was an obvious swimmer. I went back and you still weren't there. I waited the rest of the meet because I finished my events and stayed for the awards I deep down knew I wasn't going to get any, but stayed to support the team. I scanned the area looking to see if you bailed and I figured you did. We then went out to the team dinner. It was good, you should have been there. I enjoyed the coaches word and I think it was honestly a good season. You then just vanished from the chat without a trace or goodbye. Regionals haven't even started and I was hoping to see you there. Sure you're a senior and it wont matter for you in a few years anyway, and I'm just some random freshman you've never seen before, and I told myself it'd blow over, it was just temporary, or I was just some dumbfuck misinterpreting signals, but I think we had something. I'm sorry for not doing anything and stranding you out there. Well farewell and good luck at college. By the way, you might not remember this but I forgot to say one time, that your face isn't messed up, its beautiful. Per aspera ad astra.


I would say this to the persons face, but the face has disappeared.