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I can't work out how to be healthy - January 27th 2016, 10:51 PM
I'm losing weight again which is good because I'm overweight thanks to binging but I'm losing because I can't eat enough any more even when I try. I feel like a yo yo, I'm either binging or I'm undereating and I've spent years unable to balance it out. I want to lose weight, I need to lose weight, but I know I'm doing it the wrong way but I can't work out how to be healthy, I can't get rid of disordered behaviours :/ And there's this little nagging voice in the back of my head telling me to go back to having a restrictive eating disorder, because I've tried 'recovering' and I just end up binging instead. I want to be healthy but there's still a part of me that wants to be thin.

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