[Kate*]

Telling me that I "will have to use my skill set" to "reinvent myself" while telling me how hard it was when you had to do it on a smaller scale and how hard your life still is is NOT HELPING. I barely have the impulse control not to kill myself and I have no existing skill set. I might be starting to understand why people have left.

I still want you to make it okay, but you can't and I don't think you care anymore, if you ever did. I'm done, I just can't do it anymore. Working my ass off for a miserable life I hate is not worth it; even if I had it in me to try.

12 hours of sleep and still miserable, yeah depression sucks and the rest of my life is going to be as bad or worse, I can't even.

Part of me wants to, but I know better, so I won't.

Don't worry, you'll never have to face what you did to me. I'll let karma take care of it.