[Kate*]

Well, that resolve lasted all of 30 seconds. I'm finally giving myself permission to do the one thing I said I never do, I'm giving up. There really is no point in torturing myself anymore. It's not like I'll ever actually succeed. Ironically it was the life-saving measures that ruined my quality of life. I've seen enough to know that it's time to quit.

Now I remember why I blocked you. You will not ruin my day.

Life with this means I was screwed from day one regardless but I wish I could go back and tell you to your face how badly you fucked me over. The fact that I considered legal action and that I'm not the only one with grounds for a lawsuit brings me at least a little comfort.