So I'm 5'2" maybe 3" and I'm a "healthy weight", I have BPD and am not yet in DBT. I've become obsessed with counting calories and restricting to under
edited, I also work out everyday to burn most or all of what I eat off. I've thought about purging, and make sure to stop eating at 7 and to not eat until 7am. I don't want to be a healthy weight though, I want to be underweight and my sister is tiny and every time I see her I want to be skinny like her. (She's older than I am). I have no idea how to deal with this nore do I know if I want to. When I went to hospital all they just told me to eat and take care of myself... I'm a healthy weight so I don't think I have an
ED but does this matter?