[Kate*]

I really need to get over this anxiety. That was seriously NOTHING and I went almost a month without insurance coverage. At least they don't know what happened and it wasn't anything we did wrong.


I didn't do anything wrong:
She told me it would be fixed in a few hours (apparently more than 4 still isn't enough)
My phone WAS on, I got your text, when you sent the second one, I assumed you left empty-handed like the first time
I didn't ask you to wait 30 minutes at the pharmacy or not to leave without them. I assumed you were late because you got caught by the train.
If you called the house, you shouldn't have hung up.
If you called or texted the cell again, it didn't go through.
It's warm enough that the garage door should've worked
And my personal favorite I TOLD YOU TO HANDLE IT YOURSELF IN THE FIRST PLACE!!!!!

You're the one storming in here SCREAMING bloody murder at the top of your lungs, blaming me and cursing people, I refuse to become a blubbering ball of hysterical tears because I DID NOTHING WRONG.

This is the first time that I haven't become a blubbering hysterical mess when one of my parents threw a fit. Considering the year I've had this is shocking to me.

Just because you're over it within two hours and we're laughing about it, doesn't mean I can handle you doing this. This could've (and in the past would've reduced me to a hysterical ball of tears and I would've been a wreck for the next 12 hours! My brain works differently than yours does. I don't have the flexibility to just bounce back and recover like it's nothing.

Next day and you didn't handle it. YOU HAVE TO DO THIS because obviously I can't. DO IT