[The Sloth]

Thanks for the replies guys.

I ended up not being able to sleep after I posted the thread because I was super anxious and depressed or whatever. Anyway, about halfway through the night I messaged one of my friends and was able to explain some of what I was feeling which really helped. She also suggested that she could help remind me to eat food throughout the day if I wanted.

I found that talking to someone - both online and with a close friend - about it helped me release the pressure of having to keep it a secret.

So yeah, thanks everyone