Hello Ryan..
I think it'll be good if like i said before.... get into some sort of activity where you mingle around.. friends are everywhere, and there's someone for everyone.
There's plenty of reasons to be happy, and there's no point thinking about what's happened... you can make new friends, you can socialize and no one's going to stop you. You deserve so much happiness and I want to see you get that happiness
You'll always have us on your side . Always.
Also, perhaps it might be time to have a heart-to-heart with your family.. I know that you aren't really on good terms with them, but at least you could try clearing those doubts and misunderstandings out ..
Most of all, just remember. You so deserve to be happy, and nothing should stop you
We'll always be here for you to rant to...
We ain't leaving anytime. I got your back Ryan!