What the fuck? Why do I suddenly have these feelings for someone? I need to let it alone and then maybe something will come out of it. Don't get your hopes up self. He most likely doesn't like you you just wish he did and even if he does then it'll never add up to be anything good. So just shut the fuck up mind, I don't need feelings for someone right now. I should just punish myself with my blade to get my mind to shut the fuck up. >
