[Kate*]

Depression is exhausting, and the fact that I'm holding on hoping for something else I know I can't have after losing everything is just making it unbearable. I HATE this disability so much I can't stand it.

On one level I know you're human and I know it hurt because I'm pretty sure you were on the verge of tears having to do it, but I expected to be treated better and rightfully so and it destroyed my life and broke my spirit so I'm glad it hurt. You can't even get rid of me right so I probably won't contact you for anything because you'll just ignore me or redirect me to someone else and I'm not going to put myself through that.

I'd love to have your help, but it will never happen.

I LOVE how everyone thinks they could do a job better than the person doing it, despite the fact that they never have.

They are NOT the same thing!!!! Two things people don't have a right to do:

1. Tell me what I do or don't feel.

2. Tell me the diagnosis that ruined my life is BS, not real, or is something else.

I left because of people like you. I don't know why I'm still letting you get to me. You have NO IDEA what I'm dealing with, and no right to tell me what to do.