[Sophrosyne]

I wish you realised that I am trying so please stop just complaining that I am being rude and lazy because I am doing the best I can. Just stop. I don't mean to be this way. I am trying. So please understand that. It would make everyones lives so much easier and save all the screaming you do at me. You complain when I yell at you when I get scared but us saying one word results in a full on screaming fit from you and we haven't even done anything. Please understand that that is not how it works. Blaming it on us afterwards also does not help anything. Its just you being horrible like usual. I want to tell you so much and then you go ruin it. Just when I thought you had changed you go and start arguments again.