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I know no one knows the answer but I would like your thoughts on the question thanks

I started working at a shop it's retail work it took me ages to get this job I have to travel far everyday. I have some problems at work and the assistant manager seems to be getting annoyed at me these problems are.
1 I keep saying the assistant managers name wrong her name is Roma but I call her rona because of my disability I sometimes say things wrong or can't register it she seems to think I do it on purpose and gets really annoyed now I tell her I can't help it but she doesn't seem to understand.

I'm a little bit slow I keep needing help sometimes and still have to ask lots of questions the assistant manager said to me today she said "you have been her a while now you should know what we sell" I honestly don't I have worked there for about a month now some girl asked do we sell sticky notes so I said no sorry and the assistant manager said what I just mentioned above about me being here a while and not knowing the stock.

Today I kept forgetting to give change to the customers and she got a little annoyed ( I have a lot on my mind) This has only happened today it's not a thing which happens everyday.
One of the girls who work with me reported me to the 2 managers the assistant and the main manager that I swore in front of a customer which I never but they have no evidence about that but it still does not look good does it.
Theres most likely more things that I have forgotten to mention because I honestly can't remember everything I have done wrong but they kept ringing me up and asking me to do extra hours because 2 of the girls just left and we are short staff but I don't know if they are asking me out of desperation or not. I have bills to pay I can't afford to get sacked if I get sacked then how the hell am I opted to make money? I can't claim job seekers allowance because I want to do my maths one day a week because I need my GCSEs you can't claim if you are in education and you can't just leave college and start claiming because theres a cool down period how would I support myself it took me 8 months to get this job I would probably cry if I got sacked I just want to have a job which I can do well in it's so hard I'm not sure if they will get rid of me or not I'm really worrying we have 3 months probation we have just had our first month.

she also got annoyed because I asked to help me understand my timetable and moaned and said oh Justin it's not hard then apologised as I left ( the assistant manager)