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Alcohol (mention of SH.) - September 26th 2015, 11:04 PM
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Would you like a drink, you ask me so,
I deny the offer, after thinking through,
That yes please would be answer,
But I think about the disasters,
That happened when I used to be an alcoholic,

Drinking every day from 7am,
Falling asleep at 6pm,
Crying for hours because I couldn't breathe,
Disappearing from the house,
Because I was in a dream,

Lying to you all and never seeing the truth,
That when I drink I destroy myself and you too,
Cutting deep and feeling low,
Wishing all that I could so,
To disappear and not be see through,

But I went on a journey to detox my body,
To let it come out and go away from my soul,
I had hot sweats with shivers and shakes,
Threw up with headaches,
And had a set routine of being medicated,

And now I try to stay as strong as I can,
Keep the devil away and stand up,
To become free of this and free through the night.
But the thoughts come back, how I want it so,
To take me down and lead me to hell.

’Happiness can be found in the darkest of times, if only one remembers to turn on the light.’


Big sis, always and forever, 15/04/2018