[jamdoughnut]

Am i better off dead? Do you even care about me? You were a mistake, how could i have been so stupid. And now you wont talk to me, amd its killing me on the inside. Everyday in class cant you see that im always looking to see where you are, always looking back just to see you, to hear a little bit of your voice. I miss you. I need you. Just talk to me, please, im begging you i really need you right now. If i told you that i was about to slice my arm up, would you talk to me then? Would you do it for me? Do i even matter? I need you there so that im not alone. You know how much that scares me....