Shit high school -
August 31st 2015, 02:42 PM
My problems are really stupid compared to all of yours but i really need help .
3 years ago...
Hated myself . Felt unimportant and useless . Very reserved and silent . Always took myself and life way too seriously . Wasted all my childhood studying instead of having fun ( i blame my mom for it . She was a control freak ) . Was overweight . Highly sensitive . Took everything personally . No friends , no one wants to sit with me . Boring person . But , i took the oath to change....
Present...
Don't hate myself much . Lost weight . Emotionless . Not so boring . Changed everything about myself . Got over my low self esteem , and low confidence but i still find it hard to talk to boys , i have no idea why . I am not shy anymore but still . And i suck at group discussion and stuff unless i know each person present personally . I am very good at making new friends...problem is with the people who used to be in my class 3 years ago .
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