Re: Screaming thread. -
August 30th 2015, 11:04 PM
I need to... I need to be strong for others, not just so I can live but so I can be stronger for the others that'll need me. Because that's my fucking purpose, may I only suffer... for others' happiness and safety.
No wait... I don't wanna fool myself, what if I can't... be strong enough? Maybe I'm not good enough... and there it is. The cycle... upon realizing that, I feel suicidal... like the more... I reject my purpose, the more bits of myself I lose...
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