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Re: Say something you wish you could say to their face. -
April 20th 2009, 09:48 AM
Just telling me to go to bed isn't going to make me want to go. You've known from the very beginning that I'm nocturnal. So, why all of a sudden do you want me to change in the blink of an eye? I understand that you miss me coming to bed with you. I'm depressed because I can't find a job. Not from the lack of trying you've seen the proof of that. Now that I'm depressed I'm going to stay up latter, sleep in ,and eat more.
Of all people that I should be able to tell you how I feel,but for some reason I can't. When ever I try to talk to you about my feelings you're doing something. You tell me just to get over it. Sometimes its not that simple,and I need you to understand that.
At least try,for me? PLEASE?
I Beg you.... To have patience with everything
unresolved in your heart and try
to love the questions themselves as
if they were locked rooms
or books in a very foreign language
Don't search for the answers
Which could not be given to you
right now because you wouldn't be able to
live with them
and the point is to LIVE
Everything live
the questions now
Perhaps then some day
far into the future you will
gradually live your way into
THE ANSWER
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