[Forging Galaxies]

I really am losing the fuck out of it...
With my sleep problems and my body becoming somewhat severely depressed, I feel... sick. My brain and eyes hurt, and my eyes are... red most of the time...
Just... fucking.. how did I get into this state?
It's enough to have mental issues but good god i feel like i just wanna... lie down and die.

Other than that, I exposed my awareness to sick and evil things in the world. It's bad enough to think there are murderers and rapers, but organised... sick fucks? On the damn deep web?
Innocents have died as they play their acts on them, and there's so much much much more pain than I thought there is in this world...
But their darkness must end but how...?

I don't have the power and courage to do anything...
I just worry if the person I love could become a victim... but it won't happen. But it does happen to other... innocents.

I might as well be Batman, if I had the brain and money... *sighs*