[Kate*]

Now that it's about 13 hours away I don't want to do this It would help if I had dealt with you more than twice in the last 3 years and I knew what to expect.

I'd still much prefer him, but he's busy being dad and even if he's back working he doesn't have to and I'm the last thing he needs, but at least he treated me like a human being.

Okay, so if this isn't the answer then what is, I know you think I have all the time and options in the world, but I really don't. I know you can't ask about it, but I'd like to disclose it to somebody so they don't think I'm being lazy or too picky when I turn down the typical first jobs because I know that my disability prevents me from holding them for more than 5 seconds. And I really hope you weren't suggesting that 3 recommendations from counseling faculty wouldn't happen. I understand that they're busy, but I was told they would and they're the only recent sources I have.