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I think I was raped by my boyfriend. We were hanging out, making costumes for a play we were putting on, and he started...masturbating. right in front of me. We have had sex before, and I've given him a blow job, so he expected that he would be able to use my mouth to, um... get rid of the evidence. I told him repeatedly that I didn't want to but he kept pressuring me and finally put his penis in my mouth. I had to swallow because I had no other options at the moment. I almost threw up and he was offended. He asked me why I was so upset, and I said "I think you just raped me." He told me I was being ridiculous and that it wasn't rape, but I think it might have been. I haven't told anyone about this and it's still bothering me even though it's been a couple of months. I need help figuring out if I was actually raped or if I am overreacting.