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Is it easier to just not date in High School? -
July 18th 2015, 07:48 AM
Hello, and i brought up this question today to ask if it is truly easier if i just don't bother dating in High School? Here is my story, so for YEARS i have told myself that i am nothing but a no good loser and called myself many names. So when it comes to dating, i tell myself "no way she will EVER like you", or "You will never be good enough". I get all this stuff from past relationships on the internet. I know it was stupid, but back then i really felt like nobody in real will ever like me. All those online relationships ended AWFULLY, and to my realization they were never real. I have never had a girlfriend in my life. The only time i tried, the girl randomly just left and stopped talking too me because..? I have no clue. It must just be me. I also am very annoying :-( and i have made myself look like an idiot for years. I just wish i could forget the past and move on, but i feel like if i dont bother worrying about dating everything will be fine. Maybe i dont even deserve love, especially after the things i have done. :-(
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