[Calaer]

I love you. You are my family. You will always hold a special place in my heart but you have to understand that you're toxic to everyone you're around. You throw anger around like it's candy and if you have the opportunity to stir the pot, you do. Your name leaves a bad taste in my mouth. I don't want you to hate me, I just want you to understand. I try so hard to take care of you, and the only thing you give me in return is curse words about how it's not good enough, or just rage about how I'm not good enough. I learned a long time ago that I was never what you wanted. I just kept hoping to change your mind.