[Just Peachy.]

Wow, this is an awful lot to deal with. I think that you're thinking about this in a very sound way. It seems like you have a clear understanding of what you're going through. As I am not a mother, I apologize if my advice isn't what you're looking for. My question to is has your doctor talked to you about what POS would mean for you and your future regarding children? Have you talked about your options in having a child? Maybe they can give you better insight for what you're going through and what you're options are.

Also, I'm sure you're wanting to conceive naturally, but have you considered adoption? In the event that you can't get pregnant again, adoption could be an option for you. Also, I don't know how POS ties into this, but would you ever consider a surrogate?

Again, I'm sorry if this is incredibly unhelpful. I feel for ya, though. I'm sure what you're going through is really difficult.