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Hi, Andie: Believe me, you do not sound silly at all. Career stresses can be incredibly stressful and anxiety-inducing. I actually just went through something similar (and still am, to a degree), so I understand how mentally exhausting job-related matters can be, especially if you are already dealing with depression.

At the risk of sounding generic, I believe things will turn out for the best and that you will find work you are happy with before long. In the meantime, perhaps you can find something to be content with. Is there possibly a job through family or friends that you could look into?

In any event, I wish you well and hope things look up soon. Take care.