[Elles_xo]

So Saturday the 2nd of May I went out with my friends to a party and we all ended up drinking and doing shots! I would consider myself extremely intoxicated from that night and I met a guy at the party when it was over and we were all told to leave me and him walked off for a it to a private place and we were kissing but things got a bit steamy! Anyway I blacked out for a few seconds or whatever and when I came back into the moment I realised it was there now not inside me just touching me, I told him that no we weren't gonna do this here and all and they he didn't even have a condom and he was like yeah I do and took it out of his wallet but as far as I can remember I handed it back to him and pulled up my trousers and walked away! In school I had people telling me that he told them we had sex and all this! I was freaking out all week because I was like no no! But yesterday I text him and asked what actually happened and he said he can't remember but the condom out of his wallet is gone! My period was due yesterday and still hasn't come yet and I'm absolutely freaking out! Could be late because I'm so stressed this week or what? I'm only 17 and I had never had sex! My friends kept telling me I would've remembered if it happened but it still doesn't change my thoughts about it! My parents would kill me if they found out. Any advice?!?!