Hey sweetheart
I'm really glad you decided to come talk about it here. It was really brave and shows a part of you wants to get help/stop
Have you tried any alternatives to hurting yourself? If not, I really do recommend taking a look at this list. It's helped me a lot. I'm sure it will you too
http://www.teenhelp.org/forums/f12-s...ives-self-harm
Please come message anyone through here if you need someone to talk to, okay? We are all here to help you and none of us will judge you
Stay strong!