Re: Screaming thread. -
April 27th 2015, 04:19 PM
Its strange, with daily thoughts of ending it all. I have a good day with my family, playing games together and think, see, this is why i have not ended it.
Then my nan says im not allowed anti-depressants anymore cuz i dont need them
mum and nan spend the day slagging me off to each other while im in the room
They all go to the beach and dont invite me
7 months later shes still a constant thought.
And people wonder why i spend all my money on drink and sleep all day? I do it hoping i wont wake up and dont have to pull the "trigger"
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