[anonymouswhale]

Hi there,

It sounds like you're having a pretty hard time :-/

You said that you know he prefers their bodies over yours. That is not necessarily true. See, men work differently than women. It is most likely that he is watching porn just to get a release due to his high sex drive/hormone levels. You two are still intimate right? Perhaps you could ask him what he likes about it that maybe you could try with him. I know that it can be hard to get over the fact that most of those women have perfect bodies, but remember that they do sex for a living and their body is so much a part of their job. I don't think that your boyfriend is trying to offend you- I know for me it made me feel better to give my boyfriend pictures of me to look at (if you're in a trusting relationship, of course).