Re: Screaming thread. -
March 27th 2015, 11:29 AM
I'm just not happy anymore. It's been long 4 days. Everything is just going really slow. Slowest so far. I knew it would come to this and I knew I'd get depressed again, as much as I knew 'it's only temporary' but it's not enough to prevent my feelings. I'm mentally tired and overwhelmed with this torture. On top of everything, I'm sick. 2 weeks is too long. I've never been sick for so long in my life. Plus it narrows my list of activities. Can't do everything I might enjoy and all that.
I can't stop.
I moved back while
my head was turned.
Upside down
closer to the end.
Afraid of the dark
within future times.
I'm drowning there,
my final chase.
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