[Katie Lydia]

I have a best friend, I met her at college and we had this amazing connection, she's down to earth, hilarious and is always there for me. She lives quite a bit away from me so we don't see each other much and we keep in touch with Facebook.

On an old thread you'll see where I wrote about my rape by now ex-boyfriend, she was the first person I phoned when it happened and she was very supportive. A lot of my other friends were not supportive and actually suggested I was lying and my rapist stole a lot of my friends away from me because he was never seen as a thug, he was seen as a nice polite boy. But anyway..

I seen on Facebook that she had a conversation with him and was being very friendly and said she wanted a catch up with him, I see this and get upset and hurt and I send her a message saying pretty much that I'm hurt, I thought she believed me, if it was the other way around then she'd have my loyalty etc and I wish her all the best and I un friended her.


She's since replied that she forgot I was raped by him, she does smoke a lot of weed but there's a bit of me too confused by this? How can you forget your best friend was raped by someone you know!? She's bombarded me with messages saying she feels like an idiot, she's sorry, she forgot, her depressions bad.

I just have no clue where to go from this? Heeeeeeelp.