I hope you realize what you mean to me by me reaching out to you. I know you can't help and our situations are very similar, but telling you this is making me feel better. It makes me feel better knowing someone is going through the same thing and is able to relate.

If you come across this post and wonder why I'm not saying it to you directly, I feel stupid saying it. We've began with a crappy start, have been cold to cool for the majority of the past four years until a few months ago. I just don't want to ruin this whatever it is.