[Kate*]

I wasn't worried about admission to another program until I remembered the goal statement. I've only had to write one, it was 3 years ago (more by the time I write the next one), and I'd been preparing for the exact outcome of that program since I was 12, read "it wrote itself" The next one won't be like that and if that's the case is another degree even worth it?! Given the bachelor's in psych, I don't have much choice. I could put the dismissal under how I decided or personal experiences that led me to them, but that screams bad move and possible privacy violation.

I don't even know what I can do with that, let alone what I want to do with it. It's the same with the other ones and that doesn't even factor in that I've completely lost faith in myself. Everything else could be amazing and they could still reject me based on that. You did this to me without a solid reason, I think you owe me help with that. You're the ones saying I could get a PhD. You're going to have to help me figure out in what.