[Kate*]

I now believe I am capable of nothing, good at nothing and doomed to fail at everything with nothing intelligent to say while being forced into jobs I will hate and coming to terms with the fact that I will never be allowed to do that again despite never being given a good reason why. YOU did this to me, take responsibility for that and stop blaming me. It wasn't a self-fulfilling prophecy, it was my brain damage mixed with your lack of professionalism. Give me one good reason not to do that, oh wait, that's right, you won't because you don't care and you don't have to because I'll never see you again and before you try to tell me it wasn't all a waste, don't bother. My whole life was a waste. Thanks

-- Yes part of me still thinks that one more meeting with you could make this okay, but I have to remember that I'll never see you again either. Thank you for being one of the only two faulty to tell me not to be so hard on myself. And I don't know where you got the patience from, somewhere around the third meeting, I probably would've either given up on or killed me.