You were always a crummy friend, so I shouldn't be surprised that you've once again got me excited about seeing you for the first time in 5.5 years only to take it away. You do realize I don't drive, the bus would take three hours and a shitload of money, and even going over the bridge in the summer is a huge pain in the ass! I shouldn't be disappointed, you've been like this for years.

You claim you're my best friend and I'm yours. Don't, because I don't think you understand that term! I do, and I've never had a proper one in real life until the past few years. Before I met S.L., I had this huge misconception of what a best friend was. I don't anymore. S is my best friend, you are not.