Re: Screaming thread. -
March 6th 2015, 07:06 AM
I don't understand. There is always someone fucking with me. At school. At home. In my neighborhood. I am just so angry. I can't punch all those douchebags in the face or else my therapist will tell my psychiatrist that I need to be put on meds or worse... get sent to the "funny farm".
I met a guy that thinks that I am the most amazing person on Earth. His love makes me feel so guilty. I don't deserve him. He's perfect and I'm barely getting through a day without fucking up.
I'm a failure. I even failed at committing suicide 3 times.
Yet, at the same time a find a reason to live... and 5 minutes later want to end it all again.
For the "fat" kids, the geeks, and the "ugly" ones. For the kids with braces or wear taped-together glasses, there is but one hero..... I. Am. That. Hero.
~BatEgypt~
|