[blackheartedballerina]

I feel like I'm slipping back into depression, even though I've been really happy recently. When I get depressed I get tired and I just want to sleep and I don't want to do anything, and right now I'm sick (shingles brought on by stress) I don't want to burden my girlfriend with my problems, and my friends have stuff going on as well. I just don't want to make them feel like they need to hold my hand through everything. I don't really want to go back to therapy, and we don't have the money anyway, but writing only helps so much. I hate feeling like I can't fix myself.