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a secret you can keep
I can't get enough
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Name: Samuel
Gender: ~no~ (they/them)
Location: Anywherebuthere
Posts: 2,607
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Join Date: August 24th 2009
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Re: Say something you wish you could say to their face. -
February 19th 2015, 02:26 AM
I will never stop loving you. I still hurt, and I will for quite some time. I don't truly know if I will ever heal to the whole I was when I was with you, but I do realize that the four wonderful years of my life with you have come to an end. And, I will let you go. I was never once intending to stop you. I simply wanted you to tell me the truth when you decided I was no longer what you wanted. I'm okay with not being the apple of your eye. I was never going to force you to stay. I simply thought I had enough worth to be informed on when you were to leave me. I guess not, and now I am questioning everything. If I am healing, it is slow. Mayhaps I'm healing despite all me feeling is this terrible wound within what remains of my soul. I do wish you nothing but happiness, and I shall never stand in your way. I was never going to stand in your way, unless you wanted me to. But all I have become, was for you, and now I am left wondering, where am I to begin?
Goodbye, my sweet. I will be here if you ever need me, for I will never cease in my care, but just know, I will never be as I once was, just two short, agonizingly long months ago.
formerly snowstorm, GoneBeyondRepair, and Breathless in Love Repose en Paix, Grandad/mom H., Sito, Nay, Mary, Aunt S., Peter, Katie, Lexi, Mrs. Radoye, Mandii, Trevor, Megan, Uncle T., Erika, Aunt R., Braxton, Connie, Adam, Grandpa, Buttons, Aunt Barb, Pi, Grandma ♥ The world will bleed its bloody tale. People will throw their stones. But the one thing you must always remember is: You no longer walk alone. -Blake Bliss
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