Re: Say something you wish you could say to their face. -
February 14th 2015, 11:41 PM
- You know, I thought I could handle being alone on this stupid Hallmark holiday, but I woke up and it just hit me wrong. You were the first thing on my mind, and now I can't get you out of it. This is my first Valentine's Day without you. We were together for four years and now our relationship's just dead. And I will never get to tell you this but it's really more my fault than I made it out to be. Sometimes, I think about what it would be like if we hadn't broken up. If I hadn't been so damn prideful. I wonder if you're thinking about me today, if you're sad, too. Probably not. This is probably a burden I have to bear alone.
I just want you to know that I really loved you. We had the real thing. It's probably the closest I will ever get to "true love," even though I don't believe in that. And I have so many regrets. I thought I wouldn't but I do. I let you go. I should have fought for us, but I didn't. And now I will have to live with that for the rest of my life. I am so sorry. I am so sorry I gave up. And I really hope that you forgive me, because God knows I don't forgive myself.
- I know we're doing our Valentine's Day together tomorrow, but I'm not really that excited for it right now. And I know it's horrible but I don't really want to talk to you today. Your "I hear yous" are frankly just annoying me. I just want to be alone right now.
- I miss you so much. Three weeks cannot come fast enough. I've been meeting new people, yet this has been a lonely two months without you. When you do return, expect me not to let go for some time.
- I really wish I didn't like you so much. That would make this whole situation so much easier.
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