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Name: Samuel
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Join Date: August 24th 2009
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Re: Say something you wish you could say to their face. -
February 8th 2015, 06:47 PM
I miss you. I miss us. I know you're better off with her, but I'm not okay without you. I'm trying.. so hard.. I'm trying to be okay. I'm trying to tell myself I will be okay. I tell everyone I am and will be okay. But the truth is.. I'm worse than I've ever been. That Friday was the point in which I couldn't deny it, but I'm still trying to do so.. Living without you like this is the worst thing I could have imagined, and I don't know how to deal with it. I want answers, but honestly, I don't know if that would help me, or hurt me more. I just don't know anything at this point, and it's killing me, just like the absence of you.
I love you..
I'm sorry.
formerly snowstorm, GoneBeyondRepair, and Breathless in Love Repose en Paix, Grandad/mom H., Sito, Nay, Mary, Aunt S., Peter, Katie, Lexi, Mrs. Radoye, Mandii, Trevor, Megan, Uncle T., Erika, Aunt R., Braxton, Connie, Adam, Grandpa, Buttons, Aunt Barb, Pi, Grandma ♥ The world will bleed its bloody tale. People will throw their stones. But the one thing you must always remember is: You no longer walk alone. -Blake Bliss
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