[bitesize]

-You cancelled your friend request? I guess it was definitely a one-night thing then...

I'm annoyed at myself because I didn't even like you that much and only said yes to that date for the craic and I KNEW it was only going to be a once-off thing and then found you more attractive than I expected and actually wouldn't have minded seeing you again if you'd asked (on a strictly casual basis of course...) or even if you hadn't I wouldn't have minded, but the fact that you actually cancelled your friend request means you obviously don't even want the option of hearing from me again, ever.

I guess I'm not really used to that which is why I'm overthinking it so much.... I keep wishing I hadn't gotten as drunk as I did - BAD first date behaviour Bitesize, you KNOW this. You also know that at your tiny size you CANNOT drink at the same pace as a big rugby lad and not expect to get twisted, you absolute eejit. So it's my own fault really - although I don't want to look at it like that because I didn't do anything wrong. There's nothing wrong with me; he was only looking for a one-night thing anyway. Probably. Yeah.

-I really like you. I like that you talk to me and that you touched my hair yesterday and hugged me after work. You make going in there a bit better. And you're someone I'd be very surprised if I didn't click with. Glad you get the vibe too :P