[Le Papillon]

I hate not knowing. You know I hate not knowing. Why did you put me in this position? What was going through your mind? I just want the truth. Even if it hurts, I just want to know why. Why did you lie? What exactly did you lie about? Not knowing is tearing me apart. It hurts, and you're to blame. The first time, you didn't hurt me. I never lied when I said that. But this time? You did. You hurt me more than I could ever imagine, and all it took was your lack of honesty. It's shattering everything I ever thought I knew, and I don't know what is true anymore. I need to know the truth, and only you have it. I can't rest, I can't be at peace until I know. But I know you'll never tell me. And even if you do, how do I know it's really the truth? How can I ever trust you again, after this? I don't know who I am anymore, and it's all because of you. I need you. I love you. But I can't trust you, not now, maybe not ever again... I'm sorry.