[Le Papillon]

I know I wasn't what you needed. I knew that from the beginning, but I was beginning to think that maybe, just maybe, I could be just enough. I suppose I was wrong, huh? I don't have a problem with that. What I do have a problem with, though, is that you lied to me about it. All I ever wanted from you was honesty. Now, I don't know what to believe. Just how much of this was a lie? The last thing you said? The last few days? Weeks? Months? Or was it the whole thing? That is what bothers me, what really hurt me- that you lied. If you had just told me the truth, that you found someone else, I would be fine. A little sad, sure, but I'd be okay. My heart would be bruised, not shattered. I don't know what to believe anymore, other than that I do love you. I have since the very beginning, and I will never stop. This is why I don't mind you moving on. As long as you are happy, I'll be happy. Your happiness is what matters to me, and all I ever wanted from you was your honesty.
Thank you for the best four years, and I hope you're happy with her. Really, I do. I'll be here if you need me, but I'll leave you alone. I know when I am no longer needed.
Goodbye, my heart.