[Kate*]

I have never been good enough. By virtue of existing I have already failed, eventually everyone everywhere will figure this out and I will be sent away from them. Excuse me for constantly feeling the need to justify my presence everywhere whether it's earned and I earned it or I have a right to be somewhere and just don't feel worthy of it. I'm not the only one contributing to this feeling, but I'm the only one who loses everything because of it. There's only one solution when this happens and I don't like it, but it feels like the only option I've ever had.