[Ambiance]

I suppose my gut feeling is that there was a breach of consent when he didn't stop and I am a little upset about that, but not that I got raped, because we were equally intoxicated and I asked if he had a condom before there was any implication of actual intercourse happening, but after the breach of consent. He also like lightly choked me and that's not something I would have a problem with sober or drunk but I guess now that I'm sober it baffles me that he did just did that with no knowledge of what I'm into. It adds to a slight sense of anger I have with him, but I think what I'm really struggling with is why I responded positively to acts that my friends consider an actual form of assault. I guess that's just something I would just have to talk over with a therapist, but it's giving me issues with my self image at the moment.

Thank you for the advice, it was very thoughtful and I appreciate it.