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Feline the love.
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Age: 26
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Join Date: August 25th 2012
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Re: I don't know if this was rape but there's something wrong with me -
January 12th 2015, 01:06 AM
Your friend is right; you can't consent when you're drunk. Even if there were times when you were okay with having sex, it can legally be considered rape or sexual assault because you were intoxicated at the time. It's understandable for you to feel all of these conflicting feelings right now. My best advice for you is to get all of this out. Don't keep it inside because it's extremely unhealthy and exhausting to deal with what you're feeling all by yourself. Maybe you can talk more of this out with your friend or someone else that you trust. You could also express yourself through art, or you could keep a blog or a journal to release your feelings. 
If clarity's in death, then why won't this die?
Years of tearing down our banners, you and I
Living for the thrill of hitting you where it hurts
Give me back my girlhood, it was mine first
The axe forgets, but the tree remembers
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